In the City

I'm in New York City. I thought I'd be running around, doing this, going there...I'm sure I'll get to that point eventually. Yesterday I finished up some important parts of  the big D, the divorce. After that, I think my mind, my body, everything just crashed. I think I was just shocked there was little dispute, I got what I wanted and it is uncontested. This means limited drama down the road. So even though I was happy, I was still sad and I was still carrying anger. All the mixed up emotions have left me still in bed and it's almost 3 in the afternoon. I'll get out of here eventually. Plus, it's beyond freezing out there. Why rush? I've been posting some old stuff lately. When I scrolled down my blog it seems Flickr and Google don't agree like they used to so there's a lot of blank spots where images of my paintings used to be. So there'll be some repetition going forward. I had all these plans. If I do a quarter of it, I'll be pleased. If I don't, I'll be back. I'll be back with less emotional blah going on. Plus, my iPhone, who used to be awesome, won't keep a charge and dies every time I take a picture. Considering I've never owned a smartphone besides iPhone, I'm having a hard time moving on. Should I move on or just get another iPhone? It seems like such simple question, but it's turning out to be another big stress. I cannot f'ing decide.


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